The YURI. VERMILLION. redRyan.

happy 1st month to us, my "bby..."  /swt2

what else, i could not ask for more...

im holding on to nothing.  But if it's the only way to keep you then i don't want to loose my grip.

and the latter... then... i feel... you're walking away...  i've been seeing you through a "satallite."

If you go, then I'm walking away...

Seven months ago i said I'll wait for you, but seven months after you've gone too far.  I held on to nothing, that's the risk I took...  my grip was too tight that there were even callouses on my palm.  I have to loosen my grip.  the agony of holding tight again or letting go of the grip. and then, i fell down...  I don't want to wait anymore.  come what may...  I opened the door.

and then, another 'you' came in.

Bad news comes, don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans
don't worry even if things end up a bit too heavy
we'll all float on alright

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change topic:

i welcome my new company... i'll be changing a lot of things in my life's perception towards my job...  i'll make it even better for me...  we see opportunity if we seek opportunity...  i don't work hard, i work smarter... hehe...

...When there has been so much love and happiness for us, it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter in our lives, for moving forward is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness. And while our sorrow may be profound, the clouds will clear, and the sun will shine on us again. And in that warm, bright light we will find ourselves facing a prudent future. A future of exciting challenges and infinite possibilities, in which the horizon will stretch out before us, trimmed in the heavenly glow of the sunrise of our tomorrow...

time to say goodbye...

On March 16th will be the effectivity date of my resignation in my work...  It's so high school to sing farewell songs and i know that the friendship and companionship lives on... i will surely miss those days we get to usually drunk ourselves from alcohol just right after we got out from work...  setting aside the mere fact that we still have work early in the morning... 

there's a lot of good memories that we all hope that we may as well have those good times back again...

is it true that in making decision, we can never be sure enough that we're making the right choice?  therefore, one must know how to risk...  is it logical and practical? necessary?  and how true is the idea that a person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, and ultimately becomes nothing?

Tomorrow, i'm going to file my resignation from my work, effective March 16 -- two weeks notice.  I already signed the contract from my new company and about to start on March 22nd... it'll be a total change in my job specification as i'll be joing now "the world's local bank'... hehe got a hint?

it was a tough decision for me, but i realized and --  a piece of advise as well:  "the longer you stay with the things you really don't enjoy equates to every moment you lose with what could have been much better..."

well, goodluck...